Spoke to N today to tell him all is "a go" for December.
Didnt go like I thought...
He is having 2nd thoughts about giving me Olly.
I shouldnt be suprised...
I knew Dec 16th wouldnt come soon enough.
We're going to talk more tomorrow when I pick O up.
I want to believe that he will make the right decision and give Olly to me... but I dont know if Im that lucky. On 2nd thought... Im not.
crushed.
Just a thought...do you think that N is trying to control you somehow (ie, keep you in his life or keeping tabs on you) by playing tug of rope with Olly? Clearly I have never met him, but just thought this was a possibility.
ReplyDeleteI am with Kris... well not technically lol, but you get it! He is totally using O to control you Allison! I am not sure what will happen from here on out BUT I will be praying for you. AND praying for N that he will just let go of the control he has and let you be on your way to happiness!
ReplyDeleteblessings dear friend!
I agree with Kris and Bri. Olly is the way he can keep in touch with you even if you two aren't together. I hope you get Olly in December and then don't have to deal with N unless you want to.
ReplyDeleteSo glad you had fun with C! He sounds like a sweet guy!
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