Wednesday, June 29, 2011


"Love comes to those who still hope even though they've been disappointed, to those who still believe even though they've been betrayed, to those who still love even though they've been hurt before."

Tuesday, June 21, 2011

Oh goodness

Ive had the kids overnight since Sunday. 

Its been completely nuts.

They all have swimmers ear or ear infections so we've been limited as to what we can do.  No swimming in their brand new pool in the backyard.... big bummer.... and makes it tough to give them an outlet for their EXCESSIVE energy.

Im tired.

Ear infections


disobedient, tired children


sick baby (running nose, vomiting, fever)


100 degree weather


not a fun week.

I love these kids more than you'd ever understand but man, have they been out of whack this week.

I need a nap.

Saturday, June 18, 2011

meeting with boy

meeting with boy went really good today!

We were able to address some things we didnt address before our "split," talk about the past month and talk about what we want to see happen in the future. 

I feel like we are on the same page which feels really good.

I have no idea what God has in store but Im going to keep asking him to show me.

Friday, June 17, 2011

one month later

I am hanging out with boy tomorrow

after one month of no phone talking

or seeing one another

Im ready

I think :\


Tuesday, June 14, 2011


  • My baby sister graduated highschool officially on Saturday (she finished classes in January and walked with the rest of the 2011 graduates this past weekend)
  • Took my first semi roadtrip in my new car yesterday and Oh Man is gas expensive... and it goes way faster in the newby than in my little saturn.
  • I have had some time to think about Boy (Im too blah to link it so scroll down if you dont know what Im talking about) and I'll update you guys soon.
  • I have the flu so thats all you get.
Now Im going to hug the toilet.


Tuesday, June 7, 2011


I cant handle blogger this way.

and Im totally seeing that its just me! UGHHHH

Friday, June 3, 2011

what is up with blogger?
it wont let me post anything from the "New Post" screen.
I have to save the post to my drafts and then go into "Edit Posts," check the post I want to publish, and then select "publish selected." Then when it actually publishes, its all bunched together and looks nothing like the format I wrote it in.

Thursday, June 2, 2011


I wont be attending the Sonography program in the fall.
Accepted alternates have already been contacted.
Well, thats settled.

Wednesday, June 1, 2011

Sometimes I feel like every step I take forward...
is matched with two steps back.
anyone else ever feel this way?