One of N and I's friends from high school had her baby yesterday. N sent me a picture of him holding the baby. I know he did it to be nice and he thought Id like to see the baby... but it was just a huge f-ing stab in the heart.
wow i just said baby a lot in that short blurb.
Hey Honey,
ReplyDeleteI totally understand!! XOXOX
It will get easier believe me, I was with my ex for 9 yrs. It is weird because today I woke up thinking hummm today is something what could it be and it was my EX's mom's bday.
Weird how somethings stick in your head.
xoxoxo hugs to you!!!!!
Melissa
OH and you said the f word in the same blurb as baby... better watch it.. they pick up everything! ;)
ReplyDeleteI am sorry really that it is so back and forth for your heart. I too have faith that these are all the healing steps and that you will soon be able to look right over all this.
Until then.. praying for peace and a revelation of the ONE who DOES love you unconditionally!
Thinking of you... xoxo
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