I havent been able to pinpoint what the worst thing about all this is until today.
I feel uncomfortable in my own skin.
It's like Im not me without him.
It's like my world is crumbling around me and I cant reconstruct it fast enough.
It's like this is a nightmare and I just cant seem to wake up.
I know that we chose this. That this is very necessary. I just hate this!!! I dont want to say Im not strong enough to do this bc if I say it, I will become it and well... I cant do that.
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