My plan when N and I split was to fill up as much of my time as possible in the hope that my busy-ness would prevent me from thinking about everything...
Man, was I wrong.
I thought for sure that chasing after four little boys day after day would leave me exhausted with no time to think about him...
Man, was I wrong.
On the hard days... Ive always told myself that things will get better with each passing day and that I just have to stay strong for a little while longer before things would start to look up...
Man, was I wrong.
Im tired of being wrong.
You may be wrong now, but eventually it will be true. Time will heal you. It just takes longer than you always think that it will.
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