Blake contacted me today.
(if you dont know who Blake is, check back at January-April 2010 and beyond)
After
8
Freakin
Months.
To tell me he rushed into his marriage and that it wasnt the right thing to do.
What am I supposed to say to that?
What am I supposed to say when he tells me he thinks about me every day?
What am I supposed to say when he says he's finally getting his PhD at VCU?
What am I supposed to say when I think about the pain his wife would feel if she knew he had contacted me after being married for over a year.
What am I supposed to say when he tells me he's sorry for everything he put me through?
What am I supposed to say when he tells me he wishes he had given "us" more time.
What am I supposed to say when he tells me he doesn't know what to do.
I told him to pray.
He told me he doesnt pray anymore.
I told him he should start.
After 8 months.
He's playing you. I can't believe you even talked to him.
ReplyDeleteThis made me cry because I know this must have been a hard conversation...I'm sorry he is putting you through this. You don't deserving another emotional roller coaster ride. I'm always here...without judgement!
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