Update: "Bullet Style"

• My PSB test (entrance exam to Sonography program) went... well... as well as I guess it could have gone considering that I didnt start studying until the couple days before. I will get my results within 5 days and then if I meet the cut-off criteria, I will have a meeting with the admissions direction sometime in June to review my eligibility.
• I am COMPLETELY over school! I have NO motivation and I am trying REALLY REALLY hard to keep up with my work. I did get a letter last week about getting another scholarship- which is SO helpful! So now I am just waiting for it to show up in my student account because Lord knows, IM BROKE!!!!
• My parents are really coming down hard on me for some reason right now. I am frustrated that they cant just let me handle my life on my own. I know that they are my parents and that they love me but they have to let me figure things out on my own sometimes even if its something as stupid as bringing my car in to get serviced (YES, there is a story behind this but I dont have time to tell it)
  
• I have been having so much fun getting to know Blake. We went to the Zoo one weekend, Oak island last weekend, and we're planning to watch the Duke game tonight with some friends (NO I am NOT a Duke fan but considering that my Tarheels arent in the Final Four, I guess Ill have to pull for Blake's team... even though I am NOT happy about it!) :)
• I have been fighting myself. I can feel myself falling more and more in love with Blake and although I want to let that continue, I can already feel the fear coming back and the walls going back up....
• There is nothing in particular that he has done that has made me feel this way... I guess I see subtle differences in how he acts and instead of writing them off like the normal person, I overanalyze it and get nervous that something bad is going to happen...

I need your help on this one, Ladies...
Before me, Blake dated a girl for 3 years- they broke up in November. Given, I knew going into this that I had a headstart on the whole "being ready to date" thing since N and I split last April but I know guys are different than girls. Anyways- B has been VERY honest with me about the situation and has expressed that she broke his heart and he feels like she took a piece of him with her (I completely understand this bc I feel the same way about N) and that sometimes he feels like he doesnt have the capability to love again.
He ran into her for the first time since they broke up about 2 weeks ago and called me immediately to tell me and reassure me that I dont need to worry at all but that he wanted me to know. Well.... last night while we were out with some friends, I saw him receive a text, get a really confused look on his face and then put his phone away.... the next time a text came in, I saw that it was her.... It said something like "well let me know if you change your mind and want to talk...." I didnt get to read the whole thing.... but... that gave me the impression that she had asked to talk and he had said no.... Of course, I start freaking out a little anyways but I choose not to say anything because Blake's good friend was in town and I didnt wana ruin the night for him by bringing up something like that while we were out.
By the time we got back to his place later on, I just couldnt pretend something wasnt bothering me anymore.... and he could tell. He asked me what was wrong and I simply asked, "did you talk to C?" Without hesitation, he told me yes, that she had texted him earlier and asked him if they could talk- that she wanted to see how he was....and that he had said no and that she had said to let her know if he changed his mind.
I trust Blake and I know that he would have told me... I am just scared. I know that they didnt split because he wanted to so I am afraid she wants another chance and that he will leave me for her. I KNOW that this is no way to live and of course I expressed my concern to him.... He told me that he doesnt want to talk to her and that he wants to be with me, not her, but that it does suck that he doesnt have closure about the whole situation since he didnt know why she broke up with him in the first place.
I told him that even though he doesnt want to talk to her... he should. Just to clear things up and get some closure.

Ladies- Im freaking out a little. I know what is supposed to happen will happen and that I am the one pushing him to talk to her.... but I just dont want to be with him knowing that he didnt get a chance to get closure about the whole situation. No, I dont want him to choose her or go back to her but I do want him to be completely sure that he wants to be with me if he is. I dont want him to have any doubts and if it takes him talking to her about what happened 5 months ago, to do that, then I want him to.

He asked me last night, before I even said anything to him about C, how I knew I loved him...

I thought for a moment....

and then told him....

"Because even when Im mad at you, Im just really happy that it's you I get to be mad at."

And ladies, thats the truth... I know he makes me feel like me again and I love him for that.

Im scared that I finally found someone that I want to spend the rest of my life with... and that it wont work out...

I just know that my heart cant go through this again.

Im still here!

I am currently CRAMMING for the PSB exam (Entrance exam for Sonography) and am in FREAK OUT MODE as I drove 3 hours home today after my classes and must turn around 12 hours later and drive back for my afternoon class AFTER taking the exam at the buttcrack of dawn!

B and I spent last weekend in Oak Island celebrating his aunt and uncles 40th wedding anniversary and had so much fun! I promise I will update you all on B soon! :)

Want a hint on how its going?


:) (haha)

Wordless Wednesday

{Ashboro Zoo 3/20/2010}

For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.

Jeremiah 29:11

Fear

N changed me.

He took pieces of me.

Pieces I don't think Ill ever get back.

He made me different.


I sacrificed parts of myself...

to make him happy.



I was slowly dropping pieces of me...

and instead of taking them into his loving arms

he was dropping them by the wayside....

Locking them away.

Taking all the pieces of me he didnt like

and throwing them out so I would be

who he wanted me to be.


...It didnt work.

Even changing doesnt make people love you...



I didnt know I wasnt me anymore

until B came into my life...

and starting making me feel like...

me again...


Where I had holes... he placed little pieces of himself

and amazing pieces of our Savior

and filled me again...

is still filling me...

I am not healed....

Not yet....

I may never be....

but when Im with him....

my heart aches less

and my soul sings more

Life is beautiful again.



But....

the fear still sticks...

Even when its buried deep inside me

it still finds its way to the surface every once in a while.


Im afraid.

Scared that Blake will leave me.

That I will lose the one person

who makes me feel like me again...


If he changes the way he treats me even the slightest bit...

doesnt say "I love you"... or say "bye sweetie"

or doesnt take my hand when we walk down the sidewalk...

My heart jumps into my throat...

and knots form in the pit of my stomach...



I know that feeling...

I know it too well....



The feeling of uncertainty.

of insecurity.

of mistrust.

of fear.


What if this is all a huge joke and He isnt really meant to be my husband?

What if he decides he doesnt love me?

What if he walks away and never looks back??


Where will that leave me?

Broken.

Confused.

and Alone.



My heart cannot take anymore hurt.

I cannot give anymore pieces away...

if I do... there will be nothing left.


I am in love with a man who is amazing to me....

but still I live in fear that he wont choose me....

that once again, Ill spend my life fighting for a lost cause....

Im scared....

to love him this much.

I have NEVER...

been SOOO happy to drive 3 hours back to school as I am right at this moment. :)




I submitted my "Intent to Apply" to the Medical Songraphy Program this morning. Now, I have to take the entrance exam within 2 weeks and wait and see....

One Month

Today marks 1 month since the first time Blake and I hung out (and I guess also became official- haha)
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Funny Story....

part of our last phone conversation:

Me: What the heck? Is this like national "EVERYBODY GET ENGAGED" week? THREE of my friends got engaged over spring break
Blake: :) Are you trying to drop hints babe?
Me: No way, Im just saying- its so crazy that people are getting married right and left
B: Why is it crazy? Would you not marry me right now if I asked you?
Me: Umm I ABSOLUTELY would- but I want you to do it when you are READY and when you want to- not because you think I want you to.
B: Babe, I know I want to marry you. I knew from the first day I saw you running on the track. I knew that I loved you then.

okay maybe it wasnt funny but it was awesome and Im still smiling because of it :o)
AHHHH I would so marry that boy tomorrow!

****PICS COMING SOON HOPEFULLY!*****

This boy makes me smile :)

Blake had to work A LOT this week so he wasn't able to come down to visit me for our Spring Break...

When I found out he wouldnt be able to come, I was bummed.... but of course I understand because he has a great job and they needed him.

I also knew that after 3 weeks of being together every single day, this week would be a good test to see how we would feel if we were separated....

Well..... I seriously feel like half of me is missing.

I think about him ALL DAY LONG!

Its an awesome thing to WANT to talk to someone all the time but know that I dont NEED to (like I did with N because of our trust issues). Its amazing to talk to him at 11pm when Im going to bed and he's out with some buddies and I dont have even one second of " FREAK OUT OMGOSH he's out drinking with his friends- what is he gonna do to hurt me this time?"

I just feel so lucky to have met B. He's truly amazing and every single day, I find myself falling for him more and more... especially this week since we are limited to only phone conversations.
He always says what he means and means what he says and it's great to be so secure in someone since all I have ever known was insecurity with N.

Hes like a breath of fresh air

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I spoke to B right before he went into work this afternoon but we were cut short because he was on the clock- I was really disappointed because Ive just really been missing him today...

About 15 minutes later, B sent me a text....

Blake: I miss you
Me: I miss you too- I dont like being away from you
Blake: I know, me either. Being away from you has made me realize how much you already mean to me

Wana know how I know he's the one?

Because he gives me butterflies.... even from over 300 miles away.

I dont like this one bit.

I told myself I wouldnt...

that Id be just fine without him....

But....

man, do I miss Blake this week!

I am home for Spring Break and I just feel like a piece of me is missing.

Dont get me wrong, I am LOVING being at the beach with this gorgeous weather and hanging with my Ollydog for the past few days but.... It would be SO MUCH better if he were here, too.

Its only been 3.5 weeks and I feel like he and I are so intertwined that when we are apart, it feels weird.

Oh gosh, I think I have it BAD! :)

How we met!

Okayyyyy I knowwwwwwww!!! This is LONG overdue- so I will get you up to speed QUICKLY (yeah yeah haha) with a timeline of the past months

About 3 months ago, Blake and I were BRIEFLY introduced at a concert through a mutual friend. I didnt give him a 2nd thought- the only reason I remembered his name is because that mutual friend thought he was "hot" :)
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Basically.... we met at the gym (what am awesome story- haha!) but heres how it happened!

Tuesday, Jan 26- Saw each other at the gym- he and I were both running on the track and EVERY TIME he passed me, I couldnt take my eyes off his SMOKIN BODY! Hhaha.... We both KNEW we were supposed to know each other and although I knew exactly how I knew him, I knew he had no idea. haha. So I just didnt say anything- In my heart, I knew that if we were meant to talk one day- we would. soooo we just exchanged smiles and that was it

Tuesday, Feb 2- Saw him at the gym again, ended up stretching in the same area outside of the track- talked for a min before going our separate ways.

Tuesday, Feb 9- "Gym date" (haha this is what my roomie insisted on calling these "unofficial" meet ups between B and I)-- talked for 45 minutes while we stretched- asked me if Id be there again on Thursday- I said yes- I never thought he'd actually show on that Thursday

Thursday, Feb 11- "Gym date" (he asked me for my # but didnt have his phone so he gave me his... walked me to my class after the gym)

Friday, Feb 12- finally got the guts to text him ;) He said he was "glad I FINALLY texted him"- He was worried he wouldnt see me until the gym the next week"- He asked me if I was going out at all this weekend and to let him know if I did.

Saturday, Feb 13- I had a mini freak out and got too scared to actually hang out with him alone or to ride together wherever we were going so I told him my friends and I were going to a local bar to play pool and he could come if he wanted (was def too scared to allow us to have an OFFICIAL date :) He actually came... first time we hung out... :) I was falling for him by the end of the night....

Sunday, Feb 14- Sat up in my living room talking all night long after playing pool with everyone- He came down with a really bad fever and left in the morning (haha different story altogether!), After he left, I called my mom to tell her I had met my future husband; received a Valentines Day "E-card" from him around lunch time! SO cute!

Tuesday, Feb 16- He made me dinner (Linguini with clam sauce, garlic bread, salad) :)

Friday, Feb 19- He traveled to my hometown (he went to undergrad there) to hang out with friends and see me when I got home that Friday- Met my family and had dinner with them (THEY LOVED HIM!); I met a few of his friends from College- LOVED THEM!!

Saturday, Feb 27- Met his mom, drove to Charlotte to meet his best friend to celebrate her 25th birthday (She is a lesbian so I was REALLY nervous that it would become a competition for his attention since they have been bff since diapers- NOT how it was AT ALL!), LOVEEDDDD ALL THE PEOPLE I MET! Felt like part of the family already.

Sunday, Feb 28- He told me he loved me for the first time.

Saturday, March 6- Engagement party for his old friend, met more of his old friends... realized just how easily our lives meshed together.

tomorrow........ who knows :)


I am so in love with this man, Ladies. When I think about where I am going to be in a few years, he is there. I can already see that he will be an amazing husband and father. He is everything I ever dreamed of for my future husband and then some.... and then some more!! I am scared to death because everything is moving SO FAST but for some reason... I am content with that--- I am okay... and so is he....
We have talked about EVERYTHING from kids, to marriage, to family, to jobs, to traveling, to how fast this is all happening.... EVERYTHING and it seems like we are both in the same place in our lives and want a lot of the same things!! All the things that I feel and think about but are afraid to tell him, he meets me halfway and always ends up telling me that he feels the exact same way before even knowing that is how I feel. Its like he knows my heart without me even trying to give it to him.
When we went to Charlotte for his bff's birthday- He pulled me aside halfway through the night and starting stammering about something... but wouldnt get it out.... I knew he wanted to say something but he was acting SO nervous that I looked at him straight in his eyes and asked him to relax and tell me what he wanted to say... He said he was afriad that he would scare me away if he told me what he wanted to say... OF COURSE I wanted to know... so I beat it outta him (okay maybe not hahah but I did convince him to tell me) Wanna know what he said??.... He told me this....

"I dont want this, Allison. I am scared shitless to get my heart broken again... This is happening so fast.................. but when I think about the future... you are there and I feel so good about that. You make me so happy and even though its only only been a couple weeks... I know that one day... I want to marry you..."

Can you even imagine how I reacted to hearing the words that I already knew in my heart were true for me? WHOA BABY- I couldnt stop grinning. My head was telling me to slow down and run away while my heart was telling me that this was exactly where I was supposed to be. I literally looked around that room - saw his family... all of his best friends... and I felt.... at home.... I felt comfortable in my own skin for the first time in a LONG time.... and I just couldn't help but smile....

Now, I do not know what will happen and I do not know if this man will indeed become my husband but I sure hope so. He is amazing.... and I am in awe of how my wonderful God works....

Just 2 weeks before seeing him at the gym that first time, I sat down and with my whole heart, told God that I did not want a man at that time and I asked him to help me be content with just Him....

I had decided (once again) what I wanted and I matter of factly told God exactly how I thought my life should be....

You know that saying, "God laughs at those who plan"...?

Yeah... well if you know me AT ALL... you know I am a huge control freak... and I plan everything.... Well... after our little talk.... God must have been laughing pretty hard with this one.... because look where I am now....

I was not expecting Blake to walk into my life like he has. Its like Ive known him forever and he's always been there... even though in my head, I know he hasnt. It just feels.... right.

I am so incredibly excited to see what God has in store for Blake and I.

BUST!

WOW, Q & A - Blake style - was a BUST!

HAHA!

I promise I will tell the story of how we met... AFTER this week... MIDTERM WEEK.

Lets just say.... I am definitely falling hard for this guy.

Q & A: Blake

A lot of you have been asking questions about Blake and all that has happened in the last week or so- and I am MORE THAN HAPPY to answer them all :)

I've already started a post concerning how we met (Yes, that one's for you, BabyWanted!) :)

If you want to know something, just leave it in the comments and I will just make a whole post answering all of them at one time!

Until then, I need to STUDY STUDY STUDY and try not to think of B so much! :)

Bliss

I am seriously on cloud nine! He is amazing!!

He went to undergrad in my home town so he came back to see his advisor and some friends this weekend so it just worked out that he could meet my family while he was here.

We met up after I picked up Olly yesterday (Yes, I told N that I met someone out of respect and he was NOT HAPPY! More on that later) and went to the beach to let Olly run around. It was awesome! Olly was so well behaved and Blake played fetch with him and chased him all over the beach! It was so cute!! I literally stood there in awe of him because he just continues to surprise me every single day. (PS I am more in awe of Gods plan at this moment than I am in Blake haha Everything is just so perfect that I know God has orchestrated all of it!)

Last night, he met my parents and THEY LOVE HIM! Conversation flowed so easily and the first thing my mom said when we talked afterward is... "he is the complete opposite of N!" Yeah Mom! I know! :)

We went out with a bunch of his friends from undergrad last night and they were SO nice! I dont know why but I was really nervous that his friends wouldn't like me or that I would feel uncomfortable but it was so much fun! He told me this morning that they told him that I was a keeper and that he better not mess this up because they really liked me! haha :) SCORE!!

He's heading back to school today to work tonight and Im already sad that the weekend is over so soon for him. I am going to spend my day with Ollydog, babysit tonight, and then go to church with some of my really good friends whom I babysit for tomorow morning to tell them about Blake :) I tried calling to tell them yesterday but the husband was only there so I wanted to wait until they were together.

Am I jinxing this, people? haha

Happy Saturday!

Blake

His name is Blake.

And he is amazing! :)

I feel like I have known him forever when in reality Ive only known him for 6 weeks... and have only talked consistently for 72 hours :)


He gives me butterflies.

He makes me see God in a whole new way.

He loves Jesus.

He cant wait to be a dad.

He's smart.

He's Funny.

He's Respectful.

He's Thoughtful.

He sat up all night that first night talking to me.

and again the 2nd.

He told me about his past....

his fears...

his dreams...

He is honest.

He is driven.

He is hopeful.

He is gorgeous!

He makes me laugh.

He makes me smile.

He makes me feel alive again.

He is making me dinner tomorrow night.

He is meeting my parents on Friday.

He wants me to meet his mom.

It may sound crazy but...

I really think....

He is the one.

I didnt want to jinx it.....

by saying something too soon.....

but I cant hold it in any longer....

I'm pretty positive that I hung out with the man I'm going to marry last night....

:)

Week 3 Workout log & Food Log

Who knows if this will last, but I am going to try to include my meals/snacks throughout the week when I post my workouts. I know I am not the healthiest eater but I also know that I do try to incorporate whole grains and fruits as much as I can so this will be a way for me to look back at what I am eating throughout the week and hold me accountable. You are welcome to give your input on my diet and workout if you would like or make any suggestions!! Im not perfect, and neither is my diet.

Monday:
Breakfast: cinnamon raisin English muffin with honey nut cream cheese, whipped strawberry yogurt, water
Lunch: small portion of rice and Italian chicken (leftovers), guacomole dip and whole grain tortilla chips, water
Snack: Watermelon chunks & Sliced Strawberries
Dinner: Shrimp Scampi with Broccoli and whole wheat angel hair pasta
Snack: fruit snacks, smo.res crackers

Workout: 40 min in pool (worked on Freestyle form)

Tuesday
Breakfast/Lunch: cinnamon raisin English muffin with honey nut cream cheese, vanilla yogurt with blueberries and strawberries, skim milk
Snack: fruit & nut cereal bar, guacamole dip and whole grain tortilla chips
Dinner: Pasta Salad with broccoli & crab meat, water
Snack: cheese stick, small fruit & yogurt smoothie

Workout: 2.35 mile run (22 min 18 sec)
Dynamic Workout
Arms
Abs

Wednesday
Breakfast: honey bunches of oats with vanilla clusters, milk
Lunch: Pasta Salad, watermelon, water
Snack: fruit snacks, fruit & nut cereal bar
Dinner: PIZZA! :) and water
Snack: Doritos

Workout: 40 min in pool

Thursday
Breakfast/Lunch: honey bunches of oats with vanilla clusters, milk, vanilla yogurt with strawberries
Snack: Fruit & nut cereal bar
Dinner: Pizza leftovers, Doritos (YES YES AGAIN!)
Snack: Smo.res crackers

Workout: 2.35 mile run (22 min 32 sec) MAN WAS I HURTIN'!
Dynamic warmup
Legs
Abs (HARD CORE!)

Friday
Breakfast: Cinnamon Raisin English Muffin, honey nut cream cheese, water
Lunch: PB&J, Vanilla whipped yogurt, watermelon & blueberries, water
Snack: cheese and wheat crackers, water
Dinner: Shepherds Pie, water
Snack: Doritos

Workout: 30 min elliptical
1 mile run (8 min 45 sec) YES I know that is awful- Idk what was wrong with me today.
Abs

Cardboard Testimonies

Boy Update

HAHA! The title of this post probably made u guys excited.

SORRY! Nothing to be excited about! :)

Just thought I would fill you in on some really funny, really bad, and really sad boy updates.

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Which one you want first??

Sad? Alright, here we go.

I have not heard from Snowboarding boy, R, AT ALL! Ive invited him to come hang out with us a few times but hes always busy (either that or he just doesn't wanna hang out with me- haha). Im bummed because he seems like a great guy but heck, God has a plan and if R's not in it, then Im grateful for no more broken hearts.

BAD?

Im embarassed to say this... but I have let Collier and I's friendship get out of hand. DONT FREAK OUT!!... out of hand meaning.... I have allowed him to text me every single day for the past... what?.... month or so. I didnt think it was a big deal since we are friends until I realized that it wasnt really like that in his head. He told me Friday night, that he "really wanted to see me" and that he was "having second thoughts still about being with his girlfriend." I feel awful but I cant have the guilt of feeling like I am ruining their relationship on me. I told him Saturday night that I thought it would be best if he didnt text me anymore.

ladies!! Am I being awful?! I hope not because I am trying to do the right thing and make it clear that I am not interested in dating. If I was his girlfriend, I would be so upset to know that he had feelings for another girl (even if the other girl didnt know it was that serious). Wish I had known the extent of the issue a lot earlier so I could have prevented this from happening. Im nervous now because I work with him tonight and I dont want it to be straight awkward between us. ahhhhh! Ill let you know how that one goes. haha.

Alright, Alright... here's the funny one....

Okay... maybe its not THAT funny but I laughed out loud when it happened. haha.

This guy, Adam, from my work had been asking me to hang some over the past month. Nothing big... just "hey, my buddies and I are going out tonight if you wana come with us" or just a simple "we should watch a movie sometime." Well, one night a few weeks ago, we both ended up at the same concert downtown with some friends. Afterwards, he dropped me back off at my apartment so my friend wouldn't have to go outta her way to bring me home. WELLL, in the short time that I spoke to him that night- I realized how incredibly ARROGANT this boy was and I dont mean like subtle, "Im awesome" arrogant but like FULL FLEDGED "IM THE BEST THING THAT EVER HAPPENED" arrogant. HAHA! It was a HUGE turn off so I just thanked him for bringing me home and that was that.

Jump forward to last week, he texts me saying that he'd "like to apologize because he feels like I have gotten the wrong impression of him and he'd like to make it up to me." He asks if I wanna watch a movie with him and I agree so the next night he comes by with a redbox and we watch "The Invention of Lies" (not worth my time, just fyi- it was awful). Everything was fine but I just wasnt feelin' it. Was just realizing that I could have cared less whether he was there or not and THAT, my friends, tells me that I shouldn't hang out with the guy again. LONG story short, his car got towed because he's dumb and didn't listen to me when I told him to park along the road instead of in the parking lot. I had to drop him off at the tow place at 1:30 am and I was pretty sure Id never hear from him again considering that our "date" costed him a $1 movie and a $125 towing fee. Oh well.

Jump forward AGAIN to Saturday.

I overheard one of Adam's friends at work talking to another co-worker about Adam's "DATE" the other night to see "DEAR JOHN" with a new girl he's interested in. Obviously no one at work even knows we hung out but I was interested to see what they had to say. Basically all I gathered was that it was his first date with her and thats all they knew. I wasn't hurt by the fact that he went out with her since I had already found that he wasn't my type, but it kinda sucked to know that he's one of those guys who just brings multiple girls out at a time.

WELLL.....

I receive a text that night from Adam that says "Hey, I know this isnt what you want to hear but I wanted to tell you before you heard it from someone else... I brought someone out the other night on a date. I just wanted you to know that you are really cool but I dont see a future for us. Im sorry"


HAAAAAAAHHHHAAAAAAAAAA!! I know! I should NOT be laughing but it cracks me up that the boy felt the need to explain to me that he didnt think we should date when I made NO attempt to even try. Hah! It just reaffirmed how arrogant he is that he would think I was DYING to date him to the point where he had to tell me he was going out with another girl. HAHAHA!! Im sorry- this probably makes me seem awful but it is really funny to me!

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Ive been reminded why I dont feel like dealing with guys right now! It just takes too much DANG ENERGY!! :) Ive decided to just focus on school and if God has someone out there he wants me to meet, he'll make it happen.

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Sorry Ive been so boring lately! School has been crazy even though we had almost a full week off last week because of snow!

Just an FYI- Im pushing WEEK 3 WORKOUT LOG until this week since I wasnt really able to work out last week because of the weather. Not that anyone looks for it but just in case- haha!

I HAVE been reading your blogs! Just dont have as much time to comment these days! Bear with me! I promise I'll come out of hibernation soon!

Yup, Ive decided.

That boys stink.


Yup. I have officially decided that I dont have enough energy to deal with any of their crap right now.


Just letting you know. :)


Promise Ill come back and write something of substance on Tuesday after my exams.... I know Ive been incredibly boring and I apologize. I have crazy stuff going on- just dont know if I can fit it all in one post.

Week 2 Workout Log

Better late than never :)

Monday (Jan 25)
Pool for 40 min

Tuesday (Jan 26)
1 mile run (8min 44sec)
Dynamic Warmup (10min)
Legs (hamstring curls, squats, leg press, toe raises, lunges, etc) (35 min)
Abs (crunches, toe touches, windshield wipers, etc) (20 min)

Wednesday (Jan 27)
Pool for 40 min

Thursday (Jan 28)
1 mile run (8 min14sec)
Dynamic Warm Up (10 min)
Arms (iron crosses, chest flies, standing rows, etc)
Abs (same as Tuesday with some variation)

Friday (Jan 29)
RAIN

Saturday (Jan 30)
RAIN

Sunday (Jan 31)
Drove back to school (SNOW)

SNOW DAY!

Yes, I made it back in one piece!

Yes, I almost died on the way!

Yes, class was canceled today!

Yes, I went sledding for the first time.

No, it was not on a real sled.....


:)